So, yeah, first off, art stuff! I have a terrible art block atm, and it seems like no small amount of various sketching can alleviate it x.x; Ugh. I keep getting the impression that with all the work I put forth on that one last piece "Glas Zum Abschied" (I mean, it took me over a month to finish, which is exceedingly uncharacteristic...) I've consequently drained any and all resources I had for doing anything else.
It's not even that I don't have any ideas of what to draw, either! o.o On the contrary, I have a fair few, albeit that they're pretty much completely nonsensical, i.e: Marco the Balloonist ( I can promise you, whatever you think I mean by that, that's probably not it XD ), Nagisa Momoe and Princess Luna fighting over cheesecake, and a pink snake wearing a shako or, following that line of thought, a blue anthropomorphic dog wearing a high collar hoodie (This has significance, I promise...er...kinda xD Nobody understands my references! *whines* ), to name a few
I keep getting distracted so frighteningly easily, that I will start a sketch, and not ten minutes later I'll be off on a tangent, probably immersed in fanfiction (It seems I've become addicted to it) or on YouTube, or who the fuck knows what else, and sometimes I'll be like, "wait, wasn't I just drawing something? I should get back to it *re-opens Photoshop* --er, nope." and more often than not, the train of thought just kinda disappears completely. Focus is currently non-existent. O_o;
In other news:
So, my summer is currently winding down to it's end. Hah!
an end to the ceaseless boredom and ruminating over every little detail of everything that I've ever done with my life!
I'm taking a music theory course for my fine arts elective. Tempting fate, that's what I'm doing, someone should stop me seeing as how misfortune and heartbreak seem to follow me whenever I study music insofar as I'm thinking this might be a bad idea. O_O We shall see, I've been consistent in the belief that "hope springs eternal" for as long as I can remember, pretty much.
I've lost almost 80lbs this past year
I use Twitter wayyy more than I do Facebook. The reasoning behind that being that I won't feel bad when nobody acknowledges that I've even said anything to begin with.
I've become far more immersed in the fandom of Puella Magi Madoka Magica than I really care to admit, and I've recently just gotten on board the thing that is RWBY
And finally, crippling anxiety notwithstanding, I had an amazing
time at CTCon, for the while I was there ^o^
But, yeah, that is all! Have a nice day/week/rest of summer/ etc everyone!